2015 almost over already?

It is hard to believe that the year 2015 is coming to a close and 2016 is right around the corner. I am actually looking forward to 2016. Most of the time when the years are rounding out and coming to an end I am no where near happy to see them go. I have to say I really don't feel that way this year at all. I am excited to see what 2016 has to offer. I am almost a year out of school and looking forward to seeing where this career takes me. I know that soon we will be able to move on over to Las Vegas and start on a whole new journey. it is going to be a hard place to say goodbye to because this is the place we brought you home to. This is the place we said see you later at and this is where we have been for such a long time but I am looking forward to this move. I feel pretty good about this next journey. One step at a time. I hope that your year is filled with more love, laughter, and fun than you could ever imagine.

Merry Christmas Miss Jv.

Merry Christmas Miss Jv. I hope that where ever you are this year that you have a wonderful Christmas. I miss you so much but I always know that you are doing well and taken care of. My thoughts wander to you often. I found myself this year not feeling in the Christmas spirit but yet I question why. When I was a child Christmas eve was full of anticipation and wonder and now I just want it to be over with. I have no anticipation or wonder or even happiness for this holiday anymore. Granted every time I think about you it makes me smile. So Minnie Mouse is for you of course. Merry Christmas Baby girl. I love you always.

Sometimes you never know.

So last Friday night (December 4,2015) I was sitting in a theater about to watch the Broadway Show Kinky Boots. I had been waiting for almost 2 years to see this show and it was FINALLY in Tampa. Earlier in the week or maybe it was even Thursday morning I sent a text message to your attorney to see if she had heard anything from your daddy D. Imagine my shock when my phone went off before the sow started and it was a photo of you with Santa. The tears started.s I was in no way shape or form upset I was elated and happy. They were happy tears. I did not expect any type of response as fast I got it. I was on top of the world and still am. It amazes me to see how much you have grown in the past year since the last batch of photos we got. I am on top of the world with that photo. It is one of the last things I see at night when I go to sleep and the first thing I see when I wake up in the morning. I could not ask for better. My Christmas is complete. I am one happy momma. I see all the love they have for you in that one photo. I see how happy you are and it makes my heart soar. I am on cloud 9. Merry Christmas baby girl may it be amazing for you. Safe travels to Germany and my thoughts are prayers are always with you.

Until I got that photo on my phone I did not know that I needed it. Sometimes you never know how much you need something until you have got it.