Today is the day .

Today is the day. It is moving day. 7 Years ago I came back to this place expecting you. 6 Years ago I brought you home from the hospital here. There were many of sleepless nights. many of days where I watched you play Many of nights where I would beg you to go to sleep. I brought you home from the hospital here, You had your first birthday party here, you rolled over, sat up and took your first steps here. You also took your first set of stairs on like a pro. This was also the place where your mommy and daddy first met you. This is the place that you will never remember but it is the place i will remember the most.

Daddy E and I came to tampa in 2003 so that your sisters could be close to their grand and great grandma as well as the rest of the family. I cannot say it was the biggest mistake of our lives in doing so because we would not be where we are now but it was a major disappointment on the family side to say the least. When you were born it was more than evident that side of the family fell apart when your GG passed. We all knew it would happen.
SO now Tampa has nothing left to offer us so here we go. We start this journey to the other side of the country for a frest start. WE both get to keep the jobs that we currently have here in Tampa and we get to do them from home. BIG Plus. But I am going to miss this place. If for anything Simply for the memories.

SO Today is the (your) day. Your off to great places your off and away.

Simply with all the love in the world.

Hurricane Irma.

Hurricane Irma hit Florida  a week ago today. I was in Colorado and Las Vegas at the time and I am thankful that I was not here. Not much damage here in the Tampa Bay area thank goodness. we dodged a bullet there. Daddy E evacuated on Saturday of that week and met me in Denver where he helped celebrate your Auntie J's wedding. After all these years she is now a married woman. I admit i shed a few tears. I felt like I was loosing my best friend  but I infact was not. Little did I know that your Daddy E has made the final decision to see our move to the other coast become a reality. I am beyond excited, scared and eager all at the same time. I sent off so many resumes this weekend I am sure the calls will start this week. I could be on the other coast before Thanksgiving. What a wonderful holiday it will be if we have made the long haul by then. I will be closer to Auntie J and some of the Kizer side of the family as well. One day at a time. I am ready for this. I am beyond ready for this. I love my job and I wish I could convience them to let me take it with me. Unfortuantly it just does not seem like that is going to happen. :( So with that being said I am going to look at the company that is out there that I can do the same job with. I would love to not have to change companies but I have to do what is going to make ME happy. what is going to make Daddy E happy and what is going to my Jen Jen happy. Granted you won't know it but I will. I will be closer to you being over there as well. I know it has been a long time sine I have written and that is my fault. I just felt that I kept saying I cant believe how much time has passed and I cant believe this or that.  so I just stopped writing. Amazing how a blank page can be so damn intimidating. 

It's been a long time.

I looked back at the last blog that I posted and it has been quiet awhile. SO much has happened I am not even sure where to begin.

I am full time with the company I left CVS For last summer. I am still a Pharmacy Technician but I am making quiet a bit more money than in the retail setting. I am happy. I have health insurance and I am about to be able to work from home on the full time bases and never have to worry about going into the office again. I am so looking forward to that. It means that we can make our move to Nevada and be alright. Daddy E just has a change in his job as well. he went from hourly to salary and changed portions of the company. Within 6 months we are hoping that he is gone from this company. It is coming time. He has been with the company for almost 8 years. I am not sure how the company is going to respond when he puts in his notice but I think it is time for him to put himself first and forget those who are not going to stand for you. His loyalty has really gotten him no where in the 8 years he has been there and he sees that now. On to Bigger and better things baby girl.

I can only imagine the things that you are doing right now. It has been a long time since I have gotten any correspondence or photos at all. I am sure that you are huge and the boss over em all. I miss you. I still thinking about you daily but the pain has gotten less intense for the most part. I am happy and I am moving in the right direction with my life and I still stand on the knowledge that I know I did the right thing for you. I love you baby girl. I miss you. Just a small quick update to keep the memories alive.