January 29, 2011

I went looking tonight to see what date it was we closed the show your daddy E was in that week before you were born. How could I forget Unnecessary Farce? You used to love listening to him talk like he was still a Scottish Hit man. The voice seemed to sooth you when you were tiny. We always use to say the night a show would close that we would feel lost without being at the theater for the next weekend with a show to do. You put so much of your time, energy, and efforts into making the show a success and have a good time with it at the same thing that it tends to become a part of you and when you take that part away you feel a little lost. We always joked about what we would do the weekend after the show would close. Little did we know you had that all planned for us. We closed Unnecessary Farce January 29, 2011 and you were born 7 days later on February 5, 2011.  We didn't have to look for what we were going to do. By the Thursday of that following week you already had me on lock down at the hospital. While I was looking back at some of the photos that are on your daddy's Facebook page I forgot how cute they were. I looked at them in a different light tonight. I looked at them the way he saw them when he took them. the captions on each photo made me see he saw the world in your eyes. I wish I would have been able to see it before. I am thankful to see it now. I know he misses you just as much as I do but I also know that your photo album and written update of your accomplishments and activities gave him just as much comfort as it did me. I have been pretty content since that album. I think it is because I know what to expect now. Who know's really. Maybe that is why I have been in such a blog rut as well. Just wanted to commemorate this day in words.