Today I finished one of the 2 whole days I have left at the pharmacy before I graduate on the 28th of this month. I started this journey right after you left and it is hard to believe that I am almost at the end of it. I never thought I would get this far honestly. I did all of this because of you. Because of your siblings. I want all of my children to know that I did not just sit around and do nothing with my life. I want you all to know that I made something of myself and I got a degree or 2 in the process. I have had very little time to myself since this all started. It is weird. Before I started the extern part of this journey i was alone at home all of the time. Now I can hardly get 5 minutes to myself. Reminds me of attempting to even go to the bathroom alone when you were here. It never happened. I miss those moments. Who ever thought that you could miss a moment like that? there are so many I miss now that I would give anything to get back. I think most people just think that I am crazy.
Update......Finished my extership today. Hard to believe that all 180 hours of this journey are complete. Came home this afternoon and wrote out the essay that needed to be turned in and now all I have to do is walk when Graduation comes around. I have done it. Still hard to believe. This is my second degree since you have been gone and most likely my last but i am happy with that. I am thrilled over this degree and excited to walk for graduation. At least you cannot say that you did not come from college graduates. It might have been after you were with your momma Y and Daddy D. but it still happened.
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