Awareness

I think I came to the conclusion a few days ago of why we don't move.

This is the place we brought you home from the hospital. This is the place you took your first steps. This is the place where we said our see you later's. There are so many memories here that it hurts to be here sometimes but it would hurt to not be here too. So many things are ever changing around here and they will continue to be that way for years to come but the memories will remain. I guess maybe I feel like if we are not here we will not have the memories. Funny how that goes. This is the Facebook status that I shared this morning.
Appears (according to looking back) 5 years ago today I was about to return to Denver on a life changing Journey. Some thing I would do diffident but most I would not otherwise that beautiful little girl would not be a permanent footprint on so many lives. Otherwise even I wonder what the hell I was thinking.

Looking back on all of it I would not change I thing because then you might not be where you are today.

We went to Disney on Ice last night for Frozen and it was harder than I thought it was going to be. In all honesty I did not give it any thought at being hard at all. Don't get me wrong we miss you all the time but with knowing what to expect in terms of photos or communication now it is far easier to deal with (most days) so it never crossed my mind that when the show started I would actually get teary thinking about you and your sisters. I think we were the only adults sitting in the front row with NO children. I think we need to barrow some from someone next time. Who knows maybe by then we can plan something with your mom and dad (Wishful thinking after all a dream is a wish your heart makes) :)

Anyway time for me to get ready for work. It's the weekend. I hope you have a safe one wherever you are. We love you.