Another Holiday Countdown

Another holiday countdown is well on it's way. On this day next month it is going to be Christmas eve. From what I was written a year ago now you will be spending that time in Germany. I hope that you have a good time. With everything that has been happening in the world lately with terrorist and people killing people just because I am worried about you being over there but I have to rely on your mom and dad who will stop at nothing to keep you safe. My thoughts are always with you all. Thanksgiving is two days away and it is hard to believe we are about to have another year in the books. I feel like I blinked and this year flew by. I am pretty sure I will be sitting here next year at this time saying the exact same thing.
 Happy Thanksgiving baby girl. I hope that you got the wish bone today and it makes all your wishes come true.

Today was the day.

Today was the day that after almost 4 years your sisters decided that they would sit and talk with us. When I got the call a week ago I was told that Aubrey was ready to sit and have a conversation with us but that Taylor was no where near the idea or even entertaining it and I was alright with that. I hurt them when you left because they did not get to say goodbye to you and I have been well aware of that since the beginning. They have made it more than known and I have been very clear that the day you left I lost all three of you. Today I got the chance to apologize to them for the hurt that I caused them and even got the chance to explain to them that I never meant for it to cause them any kind of pain. I got the chance to talk to BOTH of them. I was so shocked when they arrived at the park and there they were. BOTH OF THEM. I have to say that it was wonderful to get to see them and ever more wonderful that we actually got a couple photos together to commemorate the day. They miss you just as much as we do but they know that one day we will all see each other again. I have to believe that and so do they. It has been a year since we have gotten any correspondence about how you are doing or any photos but I expected that. I can only hope that we get something soon. I know they are hoping for the same thing. It was hard for them to hear that you are not in Fl anymore but I know deep down they have to have some sort of understanding of what we did and why we did it. I can only hope that you all do. I wanted to commemorate today by writing just a few short words so that it could be documented and hopefully remembered for a long time to come. Happy November 21st wherever you are.


We miss you.