Today was the day that after almost 4 years your sisters decided that they would sit and talk with us. When I got the call a week ago I was told that Aubrey was ready to sit and have a conversation with us but that Taylor was no where near the idea or even entertaining it and I was alright with that. I hurt them when you left because they did not get to say goodbye to you and I have been well aware of that since the beginning. They have made it more than known and I have been very clear that the day you left I lost all three of you. Today I got the chance to apologize to them for the hurt that I caused them and even got the chance to explain to them that I never meant for it to cause them any kind of pain. I got the chance to talk to BOTH of them. I was so shocked when they arrived at the park and there they were. BOTH OF THEM. I have to say that it was wonderful to get to see them and ever more wonderful that we actually got a couple photos together to commemorate the day. They miss you just as much as we do but they know that one day we will all see each other again. I have to believe that and so do they. It has been a year since we have gotten any correspondence about how you are doing or any photos but I expected that. I can only hope that we get something soon. I know they are hoping for the same thing. It was hard for them to hear that you are not in Fl anymore but I know deep down they have to have some sort of understanding of what we did and why we did it. I can only hope that you all do. I wanted to commemorate today by writing just a few short words so that it could be documented and hopefully remembered for a long time to come. Happy November 21st wherever you are.
We miss you.
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