I only have 2 more days until your Birthday. 2015 flew by in the blink of an eye. I cannot believe that we are in February again. It seem's so quick. You are about to turn 5 years old. I sit and imagine what it would be like if you were here. Still not a day goes by that I don't think about you and wonder what life is like for you. I often smile more than I cry these days. I often laugh more than I shout and there is far less heartache than there used to be. 2015 was much easier emotionally for me than any year since you left. I find myself a little upset that I am actually working on your birthday this year. I did not have anything really planned but it is always nice to have the time to reflect on it all. It is also nice to just be left alone on that day with me and my thoughts. But this year the pharmacy world calls. Sickness never takes a holiday. SO while I am helping my customers and taking care of things in the pharmacy I want you to know I will be thinking about you and smiling. I am sure a few tears will escape as well but that's another story all together.
I am not sure what happened but I never returned to the blog on your Birthday to finish this post. I am so sorry.
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