I have known since the day you left that it was there and managed to keep it in that spot except for a couple times when someone would find it. Well today that someone was Daddy E. He had no idea it was there and I don't think had any idea that I would react the way I did to him taking it out of it's spot. I think he thought I was a crazy woman when I started telling him to put it back put it back put it back. That Doughnut has been in a little pocket part of the side of couch for a long time. I have left it there because I feel like that is where it belongs. So many things in this house have changed since you left and that is one of the only things that is still left right where you left it. I guess that couch will not be going anywhere anytime soon. Funny thing we looked at another couch about 2-3 months ago. I would have been devastated if this couch would have left with your doughnut in it.
Hard to believe that there are only 29 days left until the two year mark of this journey. I am daily trying to find new ways to deal with it all. I feel like I am doing the best I can with the situation I have put myself in. 2 Years Jv. WOW. How much you have grown I am sure in 2 years. Just of the few things that I have seen you have grown leaps and bounds and I am so happy and proud of you. I have heard that one of your grandparents is not doing well and that is one of the reasons besides summer travel that I have not received photos. I really try not to be selfish about it but at the same time all I am asking for are a few pictures to know that you are happy. I just keep trying to stay positive about it all. Some days are harder than others but I think that is just life. More to come this month I am sure. Stay tuned.
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